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Strangers, again

Well, I believe a lot of you guys, watch this video on youtube/facebook before this, it's a very interesting story about how a couple meets and go through all the lovely process and end up with break up and both become strangers to each other..

I think, it's not only happens on couple, friends too, and the chances of having that feeling is much more higher than couple, Don't you think so?

Okay, Skip through all the stages process thats been discuss about in that video, in friend, they do it in another way, not lovely derby way but just friend!!!

You may have chances to meet a lot of different faces in 1 day, somehow, you can get very close to each other, your do all the shit together, yumcha, movie, whatever.. But, Let's say if they don't meet for each other just for 1 month!!! You will feel the different.

I think most of you guys know what's the result.

1. Some of them, might end up with, they are still close friend as usual, still will be talking non-stop when meeting with each other..

2.Some of them, might end up with, a Hi-Bye friends, only greets to each other or perhaps will have further conversation like, how are you recently? What you been up to?

3.Some of them, might end up with, You saw him on the streets, but you don't says hi to him/her, even avoid/pretend you don't see or don't know him/her, and tell the friend that next to you, he's my friend last time..

I'm sure most of you people react like any of above before, even I did, Because too long time never speak with that person, you will feels the "shy" or "paiseh" -ness, or just, I don't have anything to talk to him/her also.

It's becomes a stranger to you again...

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Not the first time..

Yea, This is not the first time, that I got blocked by policeman while I'm driving my johnny ( My silver Wira) Zzz.

I was on the way to Al bakath to watch Man utd vs Schalke match with my friend, Tshien, saw 2 policeman riding their bike and kinda chilling and enjoy the silent of the midnight. So I try to behave a little on the road to not disturb them.

Still, 1 of the policeman speed up and flash me with his torch light. Zzz I was like, Again......?????? -.- Random stuff, License, Ic, and get down the car. Zzz

He checked my pocket, checked my wallet, and ask me some random question, and we actually chat for a while. LOL. Maybe he saw my wallet only have 12 bucks left, so they decided to let me go. Hahaha

Whatever, Perhaps is my car yong sui, have the bad guy look. Like I'm storing some drug in my car, yea, He actually ask me, " Ada simpan bubur tak? " ZZZzzz, Anyway, he's not the first policeman who ask me that, so.. It's okay.

Siennn, Everytime I get involves in this kind of case, always reminds me the few best and retarded friends that I have. Hahaha..

So, Hey, How you guys doing?!?

Is a silent night comes with sudden rains here..

Tonight I will have some good sleep and lot of people will have trouble to wake up I guess. Haha

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aGainst the Virus..

The first thing I woke up in the morning, is switch on my Computer.

Quote by my best friend, If you want to know whether i woke up already or not, Just stay tunned on your facebook, If you read any update from me, means that I'm awake!! xD

Yea, I am facebook addicted!! -.-

As usual, Turn on my Computer this morning, and saw something new in my computer, It's call, Antivirus_Antispyware_2011. I never installed anything, yesterday or today, and it keep pop up and scanning my computer says virus found. The first i heard about it, i know it's fake.

First, non of the anti-virus can scan a computer for so damn fast and says you pc is infected with plenty of virus, except your pc is new, but, will you find plenty of virus from a new pc?

Second, I am using window xp, and it's showing window Vista interface, Come on lahh. Haha

I try to click the button "clean my computer" but it requires license key, So i try to remove it from "Add/Remove programs" but it still requires un-installation key, What the fuck is this, make me more confirm that this is a virus.

So i have no choice but to nudge my friend, the genius of Hacking and Computing Mr.John Oh Yaw Theng, For more about him, kindly click this link for his Blog ---> http://streamofbits.blogspot.com/

According to him, this Antivirus_Antispyware_2011, is some hacker system, to hack you credit card account, atm, or other password that related to money!!! He guides me and show me a video about how to removed it, I followed, install another antivirus software which also requires an activation keys in order to remove that annoying hacking softwares!!! But the antivirus that i just installed did help me to blocked the hacker system!!! Still, it's not solving my problem. -.-

At last, i have no idea but to use system restore.

Restore >restart > DONE!

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The Postpone...

I really don't know, it's a good idea of postponing the RESM assignment due date, it's about the proposal for Final Yea Project, pretty hard piece of shit, the hardest assignment for this semester, I had been stressful for quiet a long time, being emo and silent for so long, because of this motherfxcker shit.

Receive a message from my friend this afternoon and informed that the submission date is postpone, i wasn't happy at all, at first, I thought I will just finish it by tonight and tomorrow night, then hand in and that's. But, since now I have more time on it, means i gotta stress for another week. Damn this man, I'm sure the idea of postponing the submission date really makes part of my classmate be happy, for those who needs more time to finish it or those who not fully understand the whole crap behind this yet. Well, by the way, the postpone did make me lazy, the work that i can finish in 2 days, now I'm dragging it to a week. Holly piece of shit.

I'm suck!

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Down by Jason Walker

I'm Tired.. All this I'm going through now, planning aboard is driving me crazy, add with all this stressful assignments and the final that is coming soon.

I'm been tired to communicate.. Lazyyyyy...

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LOL at myself. -.-

Another stupid experience in my life, this time is really 1 of the stupidest thing i did in my life. -.- It's not very worst case but just very dumb and something that you will confirm laugh at me, even i laugh at myself...

As usual, I drive back home after class during traffic "peak" hour, took about half an hour get myself out of this 'TRAP' from TPM, so just ahead to Feed up my car petrol tank since the fuel signal is really annoying enough.

Went counter and pay, and back to car, as usual throw my key inside, lift up the petrol lock, and I ACCIDENTALLY SLAMMED THE FUCKING DOOR.

Was chilling while the petrol filling, just after its done, and try to get back into my car...

OMFG, My car key is inside the car and this genius AUTO-LOCK just locked my car!!! (Okay, I usually did this, and this is the first time its locked) -.- FML!!!

The door is still half-closed. like how you normally din't closed probably your car door. Fuck this shit and Fuck myself and this Genius AUTO-LOCK. I'm stupid enough to try snip my finger in between the narrow space of door and try to pull the door, yea, I'm already expected it's not going to work but just....... Natural respond? Luckily no ones there. LOL

No choice. Called up my Rescue team- My Dad, and please him to take the extra key from house and come to the petrol station where I'm stuck at. DUMB!!!!

Eff-ing bored there, walk around at the convenience shop of the petrol station and wasted RM.180 to buy a milk while waiting my rescue to come. Zzz

So just random sms and call some friend to kill my boredom.

Urgggh.. Maybe that's my karma because of make my CEO angry and pissed this morning. Hahaha.

Karma is a Bitch, and fuck this bitch!!! FML.

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A submission due date.

Last Friday was my 1st assignment submission date for my current semester, it was a subject call Engineering Project Management, EPM, I have to say that, the classes that I sits for so long, is seriously not related to what we suppose to learn, at all.

Project Management is a interesting subject for me, maybe because it's the position that I want to apply next time. It's interesting, that's why i gave all my best on this assignment. =P

It's all about working in a team, leadership, responsibility.... etc.

APIIT come on, can't you just don't get it!? Can you don't simple just ask a lecturer and throw them a subject and ask them to teach? How are they suppose to lecturer us when he/she actually don't have any basic knowledge about that particular sub?

Too pack of timetable and classes for lecturer too, but I guess this issues only happens on faculty of Engineering, Don't think business and IT affected, because there are too limit of Engineering lecturer available in this College!!!

I come class for no reason but only attendance, I'm feel quiet lifeless for my APIIT Uni's life, and attending the class, is a really difficult job for me. Wake up in the morning 730-8am, depends on whether I can wake up or not, take a shower, brush up and gotta dress up formal and wear shoes, (Fucking hot weather you want me to dress like this??? ~!@#$#$%^Y)

Drive my car to college and park at the car park which is around 20mins walking distance from college. ZZzzz Gotta pay 3 bucks some more for such creepy car park place! Wait for the van, ride on the van and go to College. -_________________________- Zzzz

I heard someone take Engineer student as joke before, we have an assignment that requires us to cut some Steel pieces by using hand saw, with formal dress-code on. -.- Damn.. You can imagine that. Hahaha. But if that was me, i probably laugh at other people also. LOL

Complains complains and complains, that what you heard from me most of the time, If you close enough to me. Haha. Sorry, that's just some habit i can't change. Night peeps.

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Happy Birthday to Shu Ping Jiejie,

Is Shu ping's Birthday!!!! How can i miss it?? Haha.

Went to Italianese Restaurant @Garden to celebrates her day, with my following friends, It's kinda weird that, I bring along my friends cause we have a movie plan after the dinner, We ALL.

(Okay, It was the movie Scream4, movie was suck and boring. LOL Sorry for the decision xD )

Still gotta says sorry for that, hope you don't mind that I bring over my friend, and thanks for Zen for the night, the bastard who going back to Japan on the next day. =(

I can only meet this Lady and this Gentlemen once a long time, 1 at Kampar, 1 at Japan -.-'

I really appreciates every dinner that I had with them. Once in a while. LOL.

Well, Here he leave again, this time, will only meet again after some times I guess.

The dinner was alright except a little awkward of my friends, of course 'lah', simply bring people come to some unknown birthday celebration, if me I will feel shy also and keep quiet all the way. Haha, but, no big deal wert, just know more friend, isn't that great? Haha. At least my group are more friendly compare to yours, hahaha,

I'm sorry for that.

Entering the 22 ages, but we will still remains the same, our friendship, right?

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Betting and decision making.

Still in the story of my study abroad plan, Its might getting bored here since im still talking about the same story in the previous 2 or 3 posts, but still.. I'm sorry.

UK or AUS, I been hesitating for quiet a long time, and this this kinda bother me, of course man, It' deciding my future. That's why education is important. Both of the land also good, also beneficial, but just depends, which benefits me the most. Of course it's really hard to judge like that, but I'm talking about future too, if i have a chance to working there, Why not?

Both country also has it own difficulty, and also different advantages at the same time.

I don't know why, maybe it goes to other country too, better will always think that UK is better, perhaps because of they are fully developed and advance country compare to AUS, but, the job rate in UK are hard, really really hard. So, it's not that easy also for Australia, come back to reality, I'm an Asian. LOL. Sounds easy, yea, get a job there, work there, earn there, but... do you really think so you can do that?

In my mind set, I had decided for AUS, but if you read my previous post, i guess you know what happening about AUS Unis offer-ing for me. So, it's quiet hard. Still.. pending.

Sometime you may obtain some advises from "Experience ages people", and what they says have their own points, It's not matter where you study and what you study, It's the grade and your performance that matter.

Yea, I'm understand this point, but sometimes, a little small consideration of what you study and where you study, it really bring a big impact to the rest of your life. If not, Why people always climbing for the highest and looking for the best!?

It's really hard to make a BIG decision for my type of person, yea, me. I can't make decision, and i usually needs lot of time to and figure what's the best and taking the least damage, but most of the time, my thinking FAILED!!! I FAILED MOST OF THE TIME!!!

Happy Birthday Aaron !

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Joe Brooks - Superman

A song introduce from 1 of my long distance friend, and I'm just addicted to it!!!

A very chilling song to me, just love it. Enjoy.

There are no words, to paint a picture of you girl
Your eyes,and those curves, it's like you're from some other world
You walk my way, oh God it's so frustrating.

So why do I disappear when you come near,
It makes me feel so small,
Why do I blow my lines, most every time,
Like I got no chance at all,

If I could be your superman,
I'd fly you to the stars and back again.
'cause everytime you touched my hand,
I can feel my powers running through your veins.
But I can only write this song,
And tell you that I'm not that strong.
'Cause I'm no superman, I hope you like me as I am, oh yeah, aladadadadi

No, it ain't no lie, I have to tell you how I feel,
But each time, that I try it gets a little more unreal,
You say my name, oh girl I can't stop shaking.

So why do I disappear when you come near,
It makes me feel so small,
If I could read your mind,
Girl would I find, any trace of me at all.

If I could be your superman,
I'd fly you to the stars and back again.
'cause everytime you touched my hand,
I can feel my powers running through your veins.
But I can only write this song,
And tell you that I'm not that strong.
Cause I'm no superman, I hope you like me as I am - ladadadi, woahhhh, woahhh, yeah, babadadadiii- ,woahhh, yeah

If I could be your superman,
I'd fly you to the stars and back again.
'Cause everytime you touched my hand,
I can feel my powers running through your veins.
But I can only write this song,
And tell you that I'm not that strong.
'cause I'm no supermaaaan,
I hope you like me as I am.

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A life of an Half-way Engineer.

The fact has comes to be. From a non-Engineer, become Who are otw to be an Engineer.

I hates this course, and never consider about this course AT ALL, before I start my college's Life. Being a student, is really nice, I'm really enjoy it very much, especially all those special student' privileges. Loves it.

A Year 3 of Mechatronic Engineer, I have to admit, i'm still consider not a professional, or even a standard level for becoming an Engineer, I'm not brilliant enough for this course, and that's serious shit. But, It's already comes to year 3, i had already accepted everything. From a non-Engineering student, until a wanna be Engineer. I had see the potential of this Profession, and had thought about, what position i want to be, the future of me with this profession. It will be a tough way for me, for me that terrible in math, logic, formulas, and electrical.

I hope i won't fails anyone especially myself. Because it has becomes something that I wanna achieve now. Still i don't put so much hope on it. When Fall, it's pain. (Y)

Small dream, Big sky.

Hey my friends, I miss you all, and Penang.

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The Power of Jealousy.

Your smile are fake. Every words you spoke to me, I can't take it no more.

I don't really mind when people hates me. I can't do anything if they really really really hates me until curse me to die everyday, perhaps not that serious.

I tried my best to be friendly to every people that i meet everyday. But if they still dislikes me for some other reason, so.. What can i do?

I'm not live for you, so, if you really hate me, I really can't do anything for it. So, normally i choose to, leave it lahh. Hating 1 person is really quiet suffering, so why don't you just forget the pass and move on with your life!? Haha.. Says is easy, but when do it, it's hard, I know, so do i.

I'm starts to feel bored with my Malaysia life. Don't misunderstand here, I still loves my friends. Every single one of them, especially the Chosen few!!!

But, the desire of starting a new life, it's still strong, whispering in my mind everyday. Time pass fast, I don't consider myself as young anymore, although i'm still 22 only. I had missed a lot of things in my life.

Who doesn't wants a good life? You want better, you gonna work harder!!!

How much i want to be in other way!!! A better of me. Australia or UK. I'm not really care anymore, either of them, are actually quiet fine with me now, since Australia's unis are really letting me down, day by day. That's enough! Always think of that, How better i can be, if i can be in other country, that's part of my dream!!! and now, I'm still going for it. How about you!?

Big Dream, Start now.

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'Making a million friends is not a miracle. The miracle is to make a friend who will stand by you when millions are against you.' Have you find him/her?

(This is actually a phase that i copied from my friend from facebook, without copyright permission!! Haha)

People always think that I have plenty of friends, cause they seen me outing so much, but seriously, when it comes to, Who are actually your True Friend?? Seriously, Anyone?

Define True friend, the simplest can be, People who will really support you/ guide you/help you/understand you/accompany you/ bla bla bla..and no matter what,they doing it without taking any advantages!!! But..

Money minded and Reality of human being.. Reflect every human crystal clear.

So, i wonder.. Someday if i'm really dip inside a real deep big shit!!! Who will actually stand out and help me? Haha.. I hope there's at least one.

I hope...

When life keeps us blind..

Love, keeps us kind. It keeps us kind...

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Damn...

This is the 2nd time, i received an email from Newcastle University, and they gave me an empty hope.

Still giving me conditional offer, which is 4 years offer. Shittt. Makes me a little ganjiong while im opening that email. Urgghhh.. This is my last hope man,

Since Deakin gives me 2.5 years and Swinburne so guai lan gives me only 1 year exemption means i gotta do 3 years there. Don't have enough capability to do that. =((( Sad.

Please Newcastle. I'm left here waiting for long enough! Give me a hope.

Amen.

Last visited to Tao with my Long lost friends, and a survivor from Japan Earthquake with his freaky story. LOL

(Cock-staring by Datin =S)

Wonder when will be the next time we will have outing like this.

Bye. Nights.