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Just another silent night..

Enjoying the silent of the night, where you can sit down quietly and think..

My 1st paper of this semester is on this Wednesday, but seriously I don't have the mood at all to make up my mind and study the shit. I been de-motivated during the busy assignment month, Everything started to move very slow, and lazyyyyy. That's really dangerous, especially you have only 2 more days and you gotta sit for exam. Sighhh.

Well, Still I'm gonna congrats most of my ex-foundation class ( Business & IT ) mates, Finally there are completely graduated. Well, at least they don't have to sit for exam. Haha.

Some of my friend are going back to hometown, which I'll really miss them, seriously!! I will. LOL

I can sense the gap now, a graduated people and a student. I don't know why but I just feel that they are different, their topic during yumcha section, urmm, maybe activities, just not like a student anymore, i guess.

Anyway, I still have my long way to go, and study extra now for my oversea dream :)

(Y)

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small mistake, big impact..

My level 3 has comes to the end, in few weeks time. It's almost the end, and I'm only realize, I did a lot of mistakes this semester, it's such a screwed up sem, Well, everything is too late to says now.

1. Overated myself, in some particular subject, I put too much confidence inside, thought I am able to do that, and the shit im doing is on the right track. Well.. I was fooled by my own "brilliant-ness". My own Presentation skill was the thing that I'm most proud at, for myself. But now, i think i really admire the way of presenting of (i call them) "western-people" It's really amazing if you can talking nonstop in a presentation, maybe because of my poor english level too, my another barrier. Haha

2. Mind set thinking to leave. Keep thinking of that, Imma leaving soon, who cares!!! Well.. This is seriously big trouble, this way of doing tasks is terrible, everything I did is just aim for a pass, never go for perfect work. Now, the application not going so well. So.. I can imagine what my result will looks like now.

3. Confusing and lazyness remians. Well, this semester, no more cc time, no more skipping class or lazy hanging section. but still, too much of things can't be handle, and most of the time I keep depending on other people. It's very unacceptable behaviors, for me. Seriously, I don't really likes to rely on others, I can says I am more independent type of person, except when i really have to, Running out of ideas and seriously need some help!!!

Well. Still a really big room of improvement needed. Feels like Im the most useless person in da group. Damn.

I hope I could't be better next semester. Well.. Maybe won't have the chance anymore. Level 4 soon, and that's may be the Final.

I think, this university really not enough to fulfill me, I really needs to learn a lot more thing and need more chances!!!

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Strangers, again

Well, I believe a lot of you guys, watch this video on youtube/facebook before this, it's a very interesting story about how a couple meets and go through all the lovely process and end up with break up and both become strangers to each other..

I think, it's not only happens on couple, friends too, and the chances of having that feeling is much more higher than couple, Don't you think so?

Okay, Skip through all the stages process thats been discuss about in that video, in friend, they do it in another way, not lovely derby way but just friend!!!

You may have chances to meet a lot of different faces in 1 day, somehow, you can get very close to each other, your do all the shit together, yumcha, movie, whatever.. But, Let's say if they don't meet for each other just for 1 month!!! You will feel the different.

I think most of you guys know what's the result.

1. Some of them, might end up with, they are still close friend as usual, still will be talking non-stop when meeting with each other..

2.Some of them, might end up with, a Hi-Bye friends, only greets to each other or perhaps will have further conversation like, how are you recently? What you been up to?

3.Some of them, might end up with, You saw him on the streets, but you don't says hi to him/her, even avoid/pretend you don't see or don't know him/her, and tell the friend that next to you, he's my friend last time..

I'm sure most of you people react like any of above before, even I did, Because too long time never speak with that person, you will feels the "shy" or "paiseh" -ness, or just, I don't have anything to talk to him/her also.

It's becomes a stranger to you again...

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Not the first time..

Yea, This is not the first time, that I got blocked by policeman while I'm driving my johnny ( My silver Wira) Zzz.

I was on the way to Al bakath to watch Man utd vs Schalke match with my friend, Tshien, saw 2 policeman riding their bike and kinda chilling and enjoy the silent of the midnight. So I try to behave a little on the road to not disturb them.

Still, 1 of the policeman speed up and flash me with his torch light. Zzz I was like, Again......?????? -.- Random stuff, License, Ic, and get down the car. Zzz

He checked my pocket, checked my wallet, and ask me some random question, and we actually chat for a while. LOL. Maybe he saw my wallet only have 12 bucks left, so they decided to let me go. Hahaha

Whatever, Perhaps is my car yong sui, have the bad guy look. Like I'm storing some drug in my car, yea, He actually ask me, " Ada simpan bubur tak? " ZZZzzz, Anyway, he's not the first policeman who ask me that, so.. It's okay.

Siennn, Everytime I get involves in this kind of case, always reminds me the few best and retarded friends that I have. Hahaha..

So, Hey, How you guys doing?!?

Is a silent night comes with sudden rains here..

Tonight I will have some good sleep and lot of people will have trouble to wake up I guess. Haha

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aGainst the Virus..

The first thing I woke up in the morning, is switch on my Computer.

Quote by my best friend, If you want to know whether i woke up already or not, Just stay tunned on your facebook, If you read any update from me, means that I'm awake!! xD

Yea, I am facebook addicted!! -.-

As usual, Turn on my Computer this morning, and saw something new in my computer, It's call, Antivirus_Antispyware_2011. I never installed anything, yesterday or today, and it keep pop up and scanning my computer says virus found. The first i heard about it, i know it's fake.

First, non of the anti-virus can scan a computer for so damn fast and says you pc is infected with plenty of virus, except your pc is new, but, will you find plenty of virus from a new pc?

Second, I am using window xp, and it's showing window Vista interface, Come on lahh. Haha

I try to click the button "clean my computer" but it requires license key, So i try to remove it from "Add/Remove programs" but it still requires un-installation key, What the fuck is this, make me more confirm that this is a virus.

So i have no choice but to nudge my friend, the genius of Hacking and Computing Mr.John Oh Yaw Theng, For more about him, kindly click this link for his Blog ---> http://streamofbits.blogspot.com/

According to him, this Antivirus_Antispyware_2011, is some hacker system, to hack you credit card account, atm, or other password that related to money!!! He guides me and show me a video about how to removed it, I followed, install another antivirus software which also requires an activation keys in order to remove that annoying hacking softwares!!! But the antivirus that i just installed did help me to blocked the hacker system!!! Still, it's not solving my problem. -.-

At last, i have no idea but to use system restore.

Restore >restart > DONE!

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The Postpone...

I really don't know, it's a good idea of postponing the RESM assignment due date, it's about the proposal for Final Yea Project, pretty hard piece of shit, the hardest assignment for this semester, I had been stressful for quiet a long time, being emo and silent for so long, because of this motherfxcker shit.

Receive a message from my friend this afternoon and informed that the submission date is postpone, i wasn't happy at all, at first, I thought I will just finish it by tonight and tomorrow night, then hand in and that's. But, since now I have more time on it, means i gotta stress for another week. Damn this man, I'm sure the idea of postponing the submission date really makes part of my classmate be happy, for those who needs more time to finish it or those who not fully understand the whole crap behind this yet. Well, by the way, the postpone did make me lazy, the work that i can finish in 2 days, now I'm dragging it to a week. Holly piece of shit.

I'm suck!

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Down by Jason Walker

I'm Tired.. All this I'm going through now, planning aboard is driving me crazy, add with all this stressful assignments and the final that is coming soon.

I'm been tired to communicate.. Lazyyyyy...