This is iT...

I.. Never feels so Loser, Ever! In my life..

Well, Life here going pretty amazing until this shitty new semester started. TBH, I have a little regret for changed my course from Mechatronics to Mech & Offshore Eng, Offshore dint seems much easier than Electronics, Indeed, it's quiet tough for me because my chemistry basic is quiet terrible.

So, There is a group project in this semester where the uni will allocating 80 students in our class into groups(5 persons each group), and I thought this is a good idea where i could know more people from this class and so far what my future dream job is something related to project as well. [The project is, to build a land yacht following the Gantt Chart given, which is like a mock real life group project]

Things din't goes so well for me, first, my English is terrible. Can't really communicate with them during meeting and catch up the points they are discussing, So I'm just being quiet Most of the time during the group meeting, which I feel myself completely lost. When they distributes tasks, well, sadly there are only 4 topics and I'm the last person so I actually don't have specific tasks that I have to do.

I [think] used to be so efficient when I'm in a group project back in Malaysia, always chosen to be as the group leader and flow the group. While in here, I feel like I'm a completely twat that just sit back and relax.
Yea, I did tried to contribute something to the group but the things is, they are way more smarter than I do. Points that they speaks out are more logical and make more sense, which really helps a lot during the process. Besides, they have lot of technical skills and experience about this. These are really impress me as well.

I don't know how's other group going but I'm sure because of them my group are going really well, except me. Haha.

And I came home for relax, wanted to play game [League of Legends], and fucking feed in game, Aye, I know I am noob -.- Double killed.

Fine, kthxbye.