Tuesday, September 27, 2011

This is iT...

Whatever is it, I am here now.

Alone in this foreign country, Aberdeen, Scotland.
It's really scary when i first step in here, all the worries come to me, and make myself nervous.

Perhaps maybe this is the first time i travel so far, and I don't have any friend here yet so far.
The housemates look good. They are nice.
But, I still need my privacy cause i can't get my own room yet until friday, currently is sharing with a bangla, who also a foreign student here.

About this place, I am still not pretty sure about it yet cause i haven't have chance to explore here yet. I had a short walk this morning when I got here, and... I don't really like this place.
It's very peaceful and silent here, everyone here looks relax and calm. Well, people like me are still prefer living in a busy city. @.@
This place looks bored (first impression) gotta see how after few more days here. haha

It's really very less asian here i guess. So, it's all on my own now!
damn!
There are no fear in my mind, but just "What im gonna do next?" and gonna keep myself thinks positive!!! Negative thinking makes me down!

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

This is iT..

Half of my heart, Half of my heart...

Half of my heart, or can says most of my heart, is actually praying that my visa can't get approved!!! So that I can go another side. :D

But another half of my heart, I'll even burdens my family financial problem D: I can get this chance, I should already feel satisfy for it and not ask for anymore.
Maybe is because the place that I am going now I don't have any friend there, that's why my heart is keep thinking about the negative way.

I really hope like what other says, everything will be okay, but so far I really dint know anyone yet, that is going to that area. So.. Pray hard! I hope i can overcome this days that coming soon. C: