Sunday, March 18, 2012

This is iT...

我累了,闷了,也开始厌倦了。。。

Thursday, March 8, 2012

This is iT...

Good Job my Nap, Now I would able to sleep later night...

So life moving on... How's life going people? Having fun in working life?
Was talking with my mate, that he enlighten me some point, in term on keep on bitching about your group project, why don't just stand up and ask them to give you something to do? Yes I did, but not like, Do you have anything for me to do?
is Well, you have to give me something to do!!! "I'm not even kidding" that's what he said. Haha

It's true, all this life, I only being bitchy and complaining about stuff that I'm not comfortable with. Just like this group project. I been hiding for so long, keep silent all the time. This sentences by my mate was stucked in my head for few days, I keep on thinking about it.
In my entire life until now, I'm behave like that, for lot of the time. I just don't man up, and speak.

Also, sometimes I know that I'm being negative too much, Just the way I think.
Is like, while my mate is playing game without me and with other people. I was think that maybe because I'm noob, if I join them I'm gonna ruin his game :/ better let him play with them so that they could win.
But i do know sometimes I just have to speak up and not just waiting until him to invite me to play. Still, sometimes I feel like don't want them to lose, that's why I rather play alone. Haha, but playing alone is freaking bored, you know? that feeling.
Yeah, guess I really can't always stay in the house alone, cause I am just being too negative and think about something that's kinda ridiculous sometimes. For example, I'm a lonely man on a lonely island and no one cares about me eating any piece of shit. Haha

Anyway. End of story.