This is iT...

Just another silent night..

Enjoying the silent of the night, where you can sit down quietly and think..

My 1st paper of this semester is on this Wednesday, but seriously I don't have the mood at all to make up my mind and study the shit. I been de-motivated during the busy assignment month, Everything started to move very slow, and lazyyyyy. That's really dangerous, especially you have only 2 more days and you gotta sit for exam. Sighhh.

Well, Still I'm gonna congrats most of my ex-foundation class ( Business & IT ) mates, Finally there are completely graduated. Well, at least they don't have to sit for exam. Haha.

Some of my friend are going back to hometown, which I'll really miss them, seriously!! I will. LOL

I can sense the gap now, a graduated people and a student. I don't know why but I just feel that they are different, their topic during yumcha section, urmm, maybe activities, just not like a student anymore, i guess.

Anyway, I still have my long way to go, and study extra now for my oversea dream :)

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This is iT...

small mistake, big impact..

My level 3 has comes to the end, in few weeks time. It's almost the end, and I'm only realize, I did a lot of mistakes this semester, it's such a screwed up sem, Well, everything is too late to says now.

1. Overated myself, in some particular subject, I put too much confidence inside, thought I am able to do that, and the shit im doing is on the right track. Well.. I was fooled by my own "brilliant-ness". My own Presentation skill was the thing that I'm most proud at, for myself. But now, i think i really admire the way of presenting of (i call them) "western-people" It's really amazing if you can talking nonstop in a presentation, maybe because of my poor english level too, my another barrier. Haha

2. Mind set thinking to leave. Keep thinking of that, Imma leaving soon, who cares!!! Well.. This is seriously big trouble, this way of doing tasks is terrible, everything I did is just aim for a pass, never go for perfect work. Now, the application not going so well. So.. I can imagine what my result will looks like now.

3. Confusing and lazyness remians. Well, this semester, no more cc time, no more skipping class or lazy hanging section. but still, too much of things can't be handle, and most of the time I keep depending on other people. It's very unacceptable behaviors, for me. Seriously, I don't really likes to rely on others, I can says I am more independent type of person, except when i really have to, Running out of ideas and seriously need some help!!!

Well. Still a really big room of improvement needed. Feels like Im the most useless person in da group. Damn.

I hope I could't be better next semester. Well.. Maybe won't have the chance anymore. Level 4 soon, and that's may be the Final.

I think, this university really not enough to fulfill me, I really needs to learn a lot more thing and need more chances!!!