This is iT...

One of the highest living cost city in the world - Australia, Melbourne

- Day 8 -

The first impression from me to this city is, well-managed, strict, chilling and relax.

It's really a good choice to be a student in this city, although the living cost is really high, every thing over here are very expensive, but many of it, are worth of paying it, such as food, drinks, coffee. There are really good and you enjoy the fullest.

I'm here during the winter, and i'm staying over at my friend's place, a very cool apartment. this is the first time i been experience a winter season, it's really really cold. For a malaysian like me, it's really take me some times to adapt this kind of weather, still I like winter.

Unlike malaysia, people over here are pretty cool (except some of them are really racist, they hates asian, like suddenly scold you while you walking on the street, or in the pub/club or, Don't serve you while you visiting their shops) , you feel that this is a good city to stay, because it's really relaxing. There is no night life over here, shop here are closing very early, mostly at 5pm, so at night, normally they don't have much thing to do, except chill in the bar, stay home or friend's home. (the bar close very early too) So better make lot of friend first if you thinking of heading here.

After 9 days over here, i started to love this city. At first few days, i found this city really really Boring..... what i did is only eat and eat and eat and eat.. @.@ although food here are nice and have variety of choice, like korean, japanese, western, chinese, vietnamese, bla bla bla .. Except eat there don't have any else thing to do. most of the time I also stay home and play ps3 or watch movie, while my friend visiting the casino. Still, most of the time i still feel this place is boring. Zzz

Well, i kinda regret i dint choose to study at australia at the first time, but i know even i choose here, my family cannot afford it, cause the cost is too high, but i'm still happy i have a chance to visit this place. :) Appreciate!

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a Pain in the ass..

I'm consider lucky to born in this family. My family members are just moderator income people, we are not rich, but just can maintain normal living cost, and can't afford High level of enjoyment in life. A lot of expensive thing we also cannot afford.

Still, They making my dream comes true, a dream I wish for so long but I don't even dare to think about it sometimes, with the understanding of my family financial ability.

Finally, My dream has comes true, I can finally study abroad just like other people. Really thanks to my family, especially my Aunt who gives me the most support.

The demanding and capricious me, still don't satisfy, and wanted to have a visit to other country before I leave. I know this is so wrong and very wasting money but please forgive my sturdiness because this is the very first time I can step out from this country. Yes, I'm just like a lot of people out there, never been to other country before, even Thailand or Singapore. Although this trip is really over, cause me freaking a lot.

Thank you for my family, especially my aunt.

This is iT...

He's a lucky man i can says...

He always anything that he wants and someone to support him..

Everywhere he goes, he can always bump into his friend...

Whenever he needs help, someone will be there to help him.

I'm not sure that what makes him so cool, and this is not because I'm jealous about it..

He's great but just never appreciate what people did for him. Looks around him, a lot of people treat him as a true friend but sometimes, but he never willing commit to his friend and just care for himself most of the time! I'm just think this is kinda selfish. He never care for other people feeling, not willing to commit to people that offered him help before. Especially things that's threatening his benefits, he always defend for his. Still, people like me are stupid enough, who still willing to offer him a hand after all the selfish cases. Silly.

So.. I just think that, people should always appreciate what other people did or committed for you. It's not easy to find a true friend that can support you always. Think about it...

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It's a bad night....

Today is the day of my best friend leaving to Australia for his study, my best best best best best friend ever in these years, :,( sighhh.. Can meets him for a very long time, gonna be emo and lonely in Malaysia. After his departure, Malaysia seems no longer a happy land for me. hahaha.

Thanks for being such a good friend to me, always fetch me along, and bring me to have fun around.. Hard to find someone like you, you are just irreplaceable, i'm gonna be missing you so much. Hope you be fine in Melbourne.

Take care my friend, Derrick Hoe.

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Just another silent night..

Enjoying the silent of the night, where you can sit down quietly and think..

My 1st paper of this semester is on this Wednesday, but seriously I don't have the mood at all to make up my mind and study the shit. I been de-motivated during the busy assignment month, Everything started to move very slow, and lazyyyyy. That's really dangerous, especially you have only 2 more days and you gotta sit for exam. Sighhh.

Well, Still I'm gonna congrats most of my ex-foundation class ( Business & IT ) mates, Finally there are completely graduated. Well, at least they don't have to sit for exam. Haha.

Some of my friend are going back to hometown, which I'll really miss them, seriously!! I will. LOL

I can sense the gap now, a graduated people and a student. I don't know why but I just feel that they are different, their topic during yumcha section, urmm, maybe activities, just not like a student anymore, i guess.

Anyway, I still have my long way to go, and study extra now for my oversea dream :)

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small mistake, big impact..

My level 3 has comes to the end, in few weeks time. It's almost the end, and I'm only realize, I did a lot of mistakes this semester, it's such a screwed up sem, Well, everything is too late to says now.

1. Overated myself, in some particular subject, I put too much confidence inside, thought I am able to do that, and the shit im doing is on the right track. Well.. I was fooled by my own "brilliant-ness". My own Presentation skill was the thing that I'm most proud at, for myself. But now, i think i really admire the way of presenting of (i call them) "western-people" It's really amazing if you can talking nonstop in a presentation, maybe because of my poor english level too, my another barrier. Haha

2. Mind set thinking to leave. Keep thinking of that, Imma leaving soon, who cares!!! Well.. This is seriously big trouble, this way of doing tasks is terrible, everything I did is just aim for a pass, never go for perfect work. Now, the application not going so well. So.. I can imagine what my result will looks like now.

3. Confusing and lazyness remians. Well, this semester, no more cc time, no more skipping class or lazy hanging section. but still, too much of things can't be handle, and most of the time I keep depending on other people. It's very unacceptable behaviors, for me. Seriously, I don't really likes to rely on others, I can says I am more independent type of person, except when i really have to, Running out of ideas and seriously need some help!!!

Well. Still a really big room of improvement needed. Feels like Im the most useless person in da group. Damn.

I hope I could't be better next semester. Well.. Maybe won't have the chance anymore. Level 4 soon, and that's may be the Final.

I think, this university really not enough to fulfill me, I really needs to learn a lot more thing and need more chances!!!